Post by _paper_clip_ on Mar 29, 2010 23:38:14 GMT -5
I'm too lazy to figure out where to write this. Uhmm...on thursday I will be leaving for Spain for two weeks so I won't be here. I personally think no one would notice but decided to tell you guys anyways. Yay...I think? I'm supposed to be happy right? =/
I've also been really depressed lately. I don't really know why. It's kinda weird. My parents haven't noticed. At all. Then again, I was never a happy kid anyways. Oh well. Everything is just really overwhelming and I forget about Mugurar a lot so unless Mossie reminds me I probably won't remember to come back on after...we'll see. I've had a lot of things going on at school and stuff...yeah, no one cares. Whatever. See you guys in a few weeks!
A parting song ~
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EN4VHm1uc0
^ Right now that is my favorite song. Kinda sad. Then again, that's my life. So whatever.
Okay, after this I'm going to rant about my antisocial-ness.
I don't know if anyone's noticed, but I'm not the nicest person. That's because I don't naturally trust people. When I do they let me down. So it's not you, it's everyone. Very few people don't get snapped at by me. I mainly hide it from my parents because I don't want them to bother me all the time and therapy is just a waste of the small amount of time I'm not doing homework. Ironic, that this is the school I wanted to go to. I try and be nice, but people just piss me off. It's like everyone else feels this pressure to fit in to some...thing...that I can't find. And then I'm here mainly around people I'm friends with just because if I leave them I won't have any friends. I'm a freshman in high school but I really miss my middle school friends because then everybody was friends and everybody knew everybody else and it was so much nicer because no one was the preppy, 'popular' girl(s) ((except for one girl who was hated by all...hehehe....)) And now I'm in high school and half of the student body are bitches (I go to an all girls school so the numbers are off, it's more of 90%) and few people say what they think and mean what they say. So I'm the pessimist who lurks in the corner of the classroom and has all A's...it's SO stupid...I think I missed a lot of cuss words when I went through banning things xP haha, whatever. ugh...okay, I'm done now. You can go back to worrying about your own pathetic problems and I'll go on living with mine and you can forget you ever read this. Does that sound good? Cool; awesome.
I've also been really depressed lately. I don't really know why. It's kinda weird. My parents haven't noticed. At all. Then again, I was never a happy kid anyways. Oh well. Everything is just really overwhelming and I forget about Mugurar a lot so unless Mossie reminds me I probably won't remember to come back on after...we'll see. I've had a lot of things going on at school and stuff...yeah, no one cares. Whatever. See you guys in a few weeks!
A parting song ~
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EN4VHm1uc0
^ Right now that is my favorite song. Kinda sad. Then again, that's my life. So whatever.
Okay, after this I'm going to rant about my antisocial-ness.
I don't know if anyone's noticed, but I'm not the nicest person. That's because I don't naturally trust people. When I do they let me down. So it's not you, it's everyone. Very few people don't get snapped at by me. I mainly hide it from my parents because I don't want them to bother me all the time and therapy is just a waste of the small amount of time I'm not doing homework. Ironic, that this is the school I wanted to go to. I try and be nice, but people just piss me off. It's like everyone else feels this pressure to fit in to some...thing...that I can't find. And then I'm here mainly around people I'm friends with just because if I leave them I won't have any friends. I'm a freshman in high school but I really miss my middle school friends because then everybody was friends and everybody knew everybody else and it was so much nicer because no one was the preppy, 'popular' girl(s) ((except for one girl who was hated by all...hehehe....)) And now I'm in high school and half of the student body are bitches (I go to an all girls school so the numbers are off, it's more of 90%) and few people say what they think and mean what they say. So I'm the pessimist who lurks in the corner of the classroom and has all A's...it's SO stupid...I think I missed a lot of cuss words when I went through banning things xP haha, whatever. ugh...okay, I'm done now. You can go back to worrying about your own pathetic problems and I'll go on living with mine and you can forget you ever read this. Does that sound good? Cool; awesome.